Sometimes you think that you just want to disappear but all you really want is to be found.

oof...

Honestly this right here is one of those quotes that helps you get to know yourself better, that makes you realize things about yourself you didn't know before.

No one around me truly understands me or has an interest in trying to because of that I thought being alone was my safe haven but honestly deep down a part of me doesn't want to admit that having just one person who understands me for me is something I crave but fear I will never have which is why I hide myself away and don't even try to look for it.


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